The Gordon Splits

In the 1960s and 1970s, Tasmania’s Hydro Electric Commission was getting a little bit carried away trying to industrialise Tasmania. The HEC wanted to build as many dams as possible; to generate cheap power and attract industrial development to the ‘Dream Isle’. Pristine, remote river systems were seen as a blank canvas. There were a number of different dams proposed on the Gordon River. Only one of them was built. And it stands to this day. The Gordon Dam, built above the Serpentine.

Big boulder, First Split. Hasselblad 500CM, Ektar 100, Nov 2024.

There was a dam proposed for the Gordon below the Franklin, and this one sparked all the protests in the early 1980s. An alternative was suggested by the labour government. The Gordon above Olga. This dam would have flooded the Gordon Splits. It was voted down in a referendum, with about a third of people writing No Dams on their ballot. In the end, the State Government of Tasmania decided to build the Gordon below Franklin Dam after all.
Thanks to the brave defenders of the Franklin, this dam was never built. Over a thousand people were arrested at the time.

Rift in the rock, First Split. Some people say the rivers in South-West Tasmania are older than the mountains. A lot of the rivers run across the grain of the land, east to west. The mountains run north to south. One explanation is that the rivers were there before the mountains, and as the rocks got gradually elevated, the rivers cut through them. Perhaps this is what happened at the Gordon Splits. Hasselblad 500CM, Ektar 100, Nov 2024.

The Gordon Dam still holds back the Gordon River, Tasmania’s longest river. I have talked to paddlers who have walked down the Gordon, below the Dam, when the generator was under maintenance, and there was no flow at all in the river. We had quite a bit of flow when we were there. And that reminded me.

The river wants to flow, and maybe one day it will.

The fabled First Split. The dam proposed as the alternative to the Gordon below Franklin Dam would have flooded this place. Thankfully neither of those dams was built. Hasselblad 500CM, Ektar 100, Nov 2024.

Roslyn's Pool

Day 5: Roslyn’s Pool

Lovely campsite just below Freedoms Gates. A gently sloping beach with piles of driftwood, quite a bit of it Huon Pine, whose smell permeates my surroundings.

-Journal, ‘The River Book’, Andy Szöllősi. 2024.

Foam eddies in Roslyn’s Pool, moonlight (f11/15sec), Waratah, Bauera (f2.8/60). Double exposure. The first shot is effectively invisible. Hasselblad 500CM, Portra 800, Nov 2024.

Roslyn’s Pool is named after Roslyn Jones who drowned in Denison Gorge in 1980.

Denison Gorge. Hasselblad 500CM, f11/125, Portra 800, Nov 2024.

The mandatory portage is about 3/4 down the gorge after a ‘phallic’ rock and R bend. There is a large flat rock to pull out onto on river left. Further downstream, the entire river goes underground beneath some boulders.

Leaning tree, Denison Gorge. This picture is a two piece panorama, cropped to the golden ratio, 1:1.618. Hasselblad 500CM, f8/125, Portra 800, Nov 2024.

Freedom's Gates

“You can’t have creativity unless you leave behind the bounded, the fixed, all the rules.”
-Quotes in this post are all from The Power of Myth by Joseph Campbell.

Marriott Gorge, upstream. The texture of the water, the clambering rainforest on the encompassing cliffs, the ever glowing light…. Hasselblad 500CM, Portra 800, Nov 2024.

“In order to found something new, one has to leave the old and go in quest of the seed idea, a germinal idea that will have the potentiality of bringing forth that new thing.”

Yours truly, paddling through Freedom’s Gates in my Alpacka Gnarwhal packraft, aka Lucky Ducky.
Grant climbed quite a tall rock in the middle of the Gates to gain this vantage point. At this point my raft had a 60cm long gash in its floor, and the tape we placed on it earlier had peeled off. I portaged the rapids in the background for I feared I would tear the floor further if I got snagged on one of the rocks. Photo Credit: Grant Dixon, Nov 2024.

“The first requirements for a heroic career are the knightly virtues of loyalty, temperance and courage.”

Just a little gash on Lucky Ducky (wasn’t so lucky on this trip). We had to take a rest day at Roslyn’s Pool to allow sufficient time for the repair (about 200 stitches!) and the curing of the glue to make it watertight. Much credit to Grant for teaching me the ‘baseball- stitch’, a method of sewing involving one thread and two needles. This kind of stitch pulls the edges together. A tube of aquaseal spread over the stitching cured overnight and the raft was good to go the next day.

“The adventure is its own reward- but it’s necessarily dangerous, having both negative and positive possibilities, all of them beyond control.”

Grant paddling up the river from Freedom’s Gates. Note the ‘battle-stick’ paddle. We lost Grant’s original paddle near the entrance to Marriott Gorge. Hasselblad 500CM, Portra 800, Nov 2024.

Where the Huon Pines grow...

…down by the water, the tannin dark water… there grow some Huon Pines.

Mt Humboldt and the Denison River. Hasselblad 500CM, Cinstill 800. Nov 2024.

The Huon Pine is a tree that grows mostly along the waterways of Lutruwita / Tasmania. Quite often they grow right on the banks of the river, leaning out into it. Huon Pines grow slowly; individual trees can live up to 2000 or even 3000 years old. Stands of trees can be much older than this. There is a stand on Mt Read that is thought to have originated from a single male tree, and is estimated to be over 10 000 years old.

The secret to their longevity is a resin that is contained in the wood, methyl eugenol, preventing the wood from rotting and deterring insects from boring into it. The Huon Pine has a distinctive smell, some might say acrid, bitter, even pungent, some might say calming, cleansing.

Huon Pines on the Denison River. Hasselblad 500CM, Cinstill 800, Nov 2024.

Captain James Kelly is credited with ‘discovering’ Port Davey and Macquarie Harbour on his circumnavigation around Tasmania in 1815 in his whaling boat, the Elizabeth. Kelly’s job was to find resources the colony needed.

Kelly named the Gordon River and noted the presence of Huon Pines, by then known for its excellent qualities for boat building. In 1823, there was a penal station established on Sarah Island at the mouth of the Gordon River. Its purpose was to turn convicts into piners and boat builders. The prized timber they sought: the Huon Pines.

The cutting down of Huon Pine was officially banned in the 1960s. Driftwood can still be collected by some commercial operators on the west coast of Tasmania.

The entrance to Marriott Gorge. Hasselblad 500CM, Portra 800, Nov 2024.

These trees are more than just a resource. They are living beings, arguably some of the oldest living beings on Earth. They have survived from a time that was likely colder and wetter, making them vulnerable to fire. With the increase of severe wild fire events caused by dry lightning strikes and erratic rainfall, the future of these trees, like so much of Tasmania’s wild character, is uncertain. Their future is linked to the future of Tasmania’s rivers.

Misty Memories

“Sweetgrass is a teacher of healing, a symbol of kindness and compassion. She reminded me that it is not the land that has been broken, but our relationship to it.” - R.W. Kimmerer

Lake Gordon, hiding part of the Gordon River. Hasselblad 500CM, Cinstill 800, Nov 2024.

Pearly Rates

Start each day
With a clean slate,
No history has the power
to govern the present
although the illusion may appear strong
and our history certainly brings circumstances;
black teeth after too much red wine.

Yet each day appears clean and fresh;
The orange is cut, apples are sliced
and the juice runs clear into a jar.

The person you were before
no longer is you,
the habits you performed
need not be those which you now
come to do,

forget your past and simply be
grateful for all that you have:
humble, aware and benign
Face the here and the now.

-A.S. Geelong, Oct 2017

Morning mist on the Denison River. Hasselblad 500CM, Cinstill 800, Nov 2024.

Reflections on a dream

There are many who came before
and many who are yet to come
Our world is young and old
In more ways than one.

Like the arrow that’s been released
Flying through the air
Between the bow and target
I wonder where my head may land.

When my work is said and done
When the lights wane down
The day the darkness comes
Where will I be?

I hope among my family
In a home both good and warm
Surrounded by those I’ve loved,
The moon keeping our company.

A.S. -Poland, May 2017

Pebbles in the River, Tree Silhouette. (Double Exposure). Hasselblad 500CM, Cinstill 800, Nov 2024.

A haiku from Bialowieza

Stillness of the night
Broken by a lonely song,
Many join; it’s dawn.

-A.S. Bialowieza, May 2017.

Grabbing the dragon's tail

‘Fortune favours the brave’. - Virgil

‘Fortune does not favour the stupid.’ - A. S.

Brave or stupid? The difference can be subtle sometimes!
Yours truly, paddling one of the bigger drops in Denison Gorge. Note the lack of bowline and the angle of the boat. Due to an incident earlier that day we managed to rip two of the eyelets off the bow so I had to move the contents of my bowbag into the stern of the boat. This made for a stern heavy set-up! Despite Grant’s warnings of needing some speed to clear the hydraulic at the base of the drop, I hesitated on the approach and the stopper very nearly sucked me back as I landed. Grant captured beautifully the precise moment I thought the hydraulic was going to eat my raft for lunch.
Photo credit: Grant Dixon, 2024.

2024. The Year of the Dragon according to the Chinese zodiac. My year. The year that’s meant to bring big personal growth for all the Dragons out there, possibly through overcoming difficulties. The last Dragon Year was 2012, and that was the year I left Melbourne, and changed the trajectory of my life significantly. It was the year that I committed my life to pursuing outdoor adventure. At the start of this year, I wondered; would my life change trajectory as significantly as it twelve years ago?

An inflatable raft gives access to some remarkable places. Yours truly, on the Denison River, just below the mandatory portage, paddling upstream. Photo Credit: Grant Dixon, 2024.

There is a place I have always dreamt of visiting. This place is in Lutruwita / Tasmania, on the Gordon River. It is called the Gordon Splits. It’s a deep chasm where the Gordon River has cut through the Nicholls Range, over the course of millions of years. I first read about it in a book about Olegas Truchanas, and how he had to portage over the Splits as the water in the chasm was too wild to paddle. There are two Splits, and funnily enough, the First Split is the one further downstream. The First Split is perhaps named so because it is the most spectacular.

The Splits are part of recent history; the Hydro Electric Commission was planning to flood them in the 1980s, alongside the Franklin River. Peter Dombrovskis took a photo of the Splits when they were threatened, and one of these photos ended up on the cover of Dombrovskis’ great book: Wild Rivers. There was a short film made about Peter’s visit to the Splits, in which he said that if the Splits were flooded, he would have to leave Tasmania; it would simply be too painful to stay.

First Split on the Gordon River, Rock Patterns. (Double Exposure.) Hasselblad 500CM, Ektar 100, Nov 2024.

The problem with visiting the Splits is that there is no easy way to do so. The Splits are located in Tasmania’s South-West, about 10km west from the Gordon Dam. While 10km may not sound like a long way to walk from the road, this is country that is rugged and thick, and allows for no easy passage.

Earlier this year I caught up with one of Tasmania’s most experienced outdoor adventurers and photographers, Grant Dixon. He mentioned he was planning a packrafting trip out to the Gordon Splits, via the Denison River and that he was looking for company as it is a committing trip and not particularly safe to do on one’s own. The Denison River is one of the great wilderness river journeys of Tasmania in its own right, as it takes one past the foot of the Prince of Wales Range and the Truchanas Pine Reserve, one of the last strongholds of the Huon Pine.

I was instantly hooked. The fact I did not know anything about packrafting, or paddling white water did not matter. As far as I was concerned, the trip was on.

Yours truly, with the full kit on the approach towards the Denison River. White water kit, bushwalking kit, camera kit and two weeks of food added up to about 43 kgs. Grant packed much better and his pack was only 35kg. Either way, we were both carrying more than half our body weight. Luckily the walk in was only about six hours. Photo Credit: Grant Dixon, 2024.

2024. The year I discovered packrafting. The year I decided to grab the dragon by the tail and dedicate myself to overcoming my fear of white water.

-A.S. 7/12/24

Wildness

“What is wild cannot be bought or sold, borrowed or copied. It is. Unmistakable, unforgettable, unshamable, elemental as earth and ice, water, fire and air, a quintessential pure spirit, resolving into no constituents. Don’t waste your wildness: it s precious and necessary. In wildness, truth. Wildness is the universal songline, sung in green gold, which we recognise the moment we hear it. What is wild is what drives the honeysuckle, what wills the dragonfly, shoves the wind and compels the poem. Wildness is insatiable for life; neither truly knows itself without the other. Wildness- sucks up the now, it blazes your eyes and it glories in everyone who willfully goes their own way.”

-Jay Griffiths

Sunrise over the Picton Valley, Pentax MX, Portra 400, 2019.

Alpine mushroom. Pentax MX, Portra 400, 2019.

Mt Anne, Pentax MX, Portra 400, 2019.

Cushionplant colony, Pentax MX, Portra 400, 2019.

Mt Buller Circuit : Part II

When my alarm went off at 5 am I was surprisingly well rested. Perhaps I was just excited, for today was the day that I came for. I was going to climb Mt Buller along the West Ridge, in heavy snow!

Ready for the West Ridge! Iphone 4, July 2014.

I packed up my saturated tent and gear into my trusted 85L One Planet Mcmillan and struck out. Most of my things were saturated and the pack felt heavier than the day before, bordering on 30kgs from the feel of it on my back.
I had a lethargic start to the day, taking very small, deliberately slow steps on the track up towards Round Hill. It was straight and steep and I gained altitude quickly. As the first patches of snow appeared, the mighty Mountain Ash were replaced by the shorter, twisted Snow Gums.

The snow appeared only in scattered patches at first, but eventually, around the 1500m mark, it blanketed the ground completely in a damp layer. Soon I was sinking and sliding with every step. I contemplated putting on the crampons but the snow was soft; with the aid of my hiking poles I felt secure and so I kept climbing.

Occasionally I saw the story of a passing wombat or feral cat written as tracks in the snow, and often I followed these animal tracks as it was usually the easiest path to take. Animals rely on their ability to move efficiently for survival and I was happy to learn from their movement.

The steeper sections were exhausting. I would take 10 steps then rest for 3-4 breaths, then take another few steps before having to take a break again. I was reminded of videos I’ve watched of mountaineers, moving ever so slowly up a steep slope, inching their way towards the summit.

Looking up at one of the many steep sections of the West Ridge of Mt Buller, animal track in the snow. Iphone 4, July 2014.

As the hours passed and I got closer to the summit, the snow got deeper, and the rocks became covered in ice. Some of the snow gums exposed fully towards the north were frozen over with inches of ice. It is amazing that they are able to survive fully exposed on that ridgeline for hundreds of years. No wonder they are twisted for they must be tormented beings, bearing the full brunt of winter every year.

The final rise of the west ridge is ridiculous under snow. I was faced with a choice of scrambling over a frozen escarpment of what I judged to be about 50 degrees or a snow field of 40 degrees. Not trusting my skills with the ice pick and the crampons with my heavy pack, I opted for the snow field. It took me 30 minutes to cover 100 metres. My heart was pounding in my ear. I wasn’t sure if it was exhaustion or the altitude, but I was panting hard.

When I topped the crest after this most exhausting section, I could feel I was on the summit ridge, despite the dense fog. I felt myself floating towards the distant outline of something triangular in the misty distance...

One of the few breaks I took during the climb. My clothes were saturated from the previous day so I could not rest for too long.

There it was! The summit structure; covered in about six inches of ice on the northern side, with warning signs plastered all around, beware steep cliffs, extreme ice, do not ski or you will probably die. I felt victorious, for I had conquered the mountain.

Having arrived to the summit of Mt Buller, I was instantly greeted by a complete change of atmosphere. Gone was the wild and remote west ridge with its steep cliffs and frozen rocks; replaced by the vibe of an early season day at a ski resort. People were skating and skiing on the snow covered slopes, completely carefree, catching the lifts up and catching gravity down. I couldn’t help but think that the challenge of reaching the summit of a mountain is lost on the average downhill punter.

Summit Structure, Mt Buller. Iphone 4, July 2014.

Despite having reached the summit, I could not allow myself to relax. I knew my schedule was tight; I needed to get to the Howqua River before sundown. The crossing was likely to be dangerous and would not be ideal to attempt in the dark. First of all, I had to find the start of the Four Mile Spur track, which proved difficult.

My map did not have quite enough detail and I knew the track was not going to be sign posted. I had to find someone who knew exactly where the track started and who could take me there. I decided to head to the kiosk, the main hub on the slope. I took my pack off for the first time since I’ve started the climb 3 hours prior and rested on one of the seats. It was less than a minute before I overheard a conversation of two older snowboarders planning their route off the mountain. They had an air of experience about them so I decided to ask them about my ridge. After a few minutes of discussion, they decided to show me to the start of the track. They were quite friendly but were bemused about my adventure.


“Why do it?”-asked the older snow boarder.
“Ah, lots of reasons”-I replied awkwardly. I could not think of the quick and easy answer that he was hoping to hear. In his mind I was doing something dangerous and silly. In my mind I was living one of the most exciting and rewarding days of my life.

After about 10 minutes of jogging with the pack downhill, doing my best to keep up with the boarders who were easily gliding downhill, we were at the start of the track along Four Mile Spur. A lonely orange track marker signaled the way along this magnificent south-west ridge, or as my map called it, Four Mile Spur. Due to the poor visibility the track marker was the only clue pointing towards the existence of this said ridge. The slope looked about the same as everywhere else with no sign of a defined ridge, and with no visible track or footsteps leading into the trees at all. The orange arrow seemed eerie and unwelcoming. I confirmed with my compass that the arrow was pointing roughly south west. I thanked the boarders for the directions and I left the main ski track and entered the forest once more.

Four Mile Spur. Iphone 4. July 2014.


The snow was deep, the arrow markers rare and the ridge fairly broad. I came very close to losing my way within the first half an hour. The fog lowered the visibility to a couple of hundred metres, but looking at the map I could tell that the slopes dropped off very steeply on both sides of the ridge, plummeting down to the valley about three hundred metres below. I imagine the views would have been spectacular, had my view not been obscured by the dense cloud.

One section of four mile spur was a true highlight of the walk. For a distance of about a few hundred metres, the ridge narrowed into a rocky razorback where it was barely a couple of metres wide. While it was wet, rugged and therefore treacherous, what I remember above all else are the vibrancy and colour of the lichens on the rocks. These wonderful organisms are a symbiotic relationship between fungi and algae and are amazing because they do not require soil to grow. Instead, they tend to grow on rocks. In fact, they break down rocks, so once could claim they are rock eaters. In the wet, they come alive with a vibrancy that is great to behold.
This highlight area of the ridge did not last very long, and I was soon walking amidst a very thick eucalypt sapling forest. The regrowth was a result of bushfires having swept through the area. I had difficulty following the arrow markers. The pad was barely existent, and I decided to simply follow the ridge and forget about the irksome pad. I figured I would have no trouble following such a distinct ridge. I was mistaken.

The going got thicker and thicker until I could barely see a few metres in front of me. I soon made the first navigational error of the trip. Unable to see the ridge anymore, and perhaps too eager to walk downhill, I veered off the main ridge and onto a spur, heading prematurely off the ridge and into the valley of the South Buller Creek. I did not realise my mistake until I popped into a clearing, and having descended below the cloud line I could see that I was well below the main south west ridge and on a north east running spur. The climb back to the ridge, while relatively short would have taken me well over an hour through the thick regrowth. I decided to sidle the slope instead until the contour lines eventually met up with the main ridge once more.

It was a good plan but it did not work. The thickness of the gum saplings meant I was constantly being forced downhill and so I was not able to maintain my elevation. I was too tired to fight the landscape. I was forced to descend down towards South Buller Creek.
I did not figure it was a large problem since the creek flowed into the Howqua River anyway. I could not get lost but I did expect the going to get a bit slower. Naturally I underestimated how slow the going would get and the distance that I had to cover to reach the Howqua River along the valley.

Once I had reached the bottom of the valley, I resigned myself to wet boots, and started walking in the creek. It was a picturesque and remote valley; the vegetation was a thick a rainforest where often the easiest path was along one of the numerous wombat tracks that ran parallel to the creek. With a combination of climbing over logs, wading through the creek and pushing aside undergrowth, I began my slow march towards the river.

At 7pm I had been walking for over 11 hours and I was running out of energy. I decided to stop and assess my location using ‘memory map’ on my iphone (a topographical gps ap, it is a great alternative to a gps!). With one glance at my location, I knew I’d be spending the night in the valley, I was still roughly 3 kms away from the river, which could take up to five hours to cover in the dark. I set up camp right there and then, for I was exhausted. I cooked my dehydrated meal and went to bed. I was very aware of my poor choice of campsite, merely inches above the water level.



Luckily, the water level did not rise that night and the next morning I found the vale to be in a very good mood. The sky was blue for the first time since I have started walking from Howqua exactly two days ago. Knowing I had only a short day in comparison to the previous two, I struck off in high spirits. Nevertheless, my legs were lethargic and I had to stop to refuel quite often. I went through three muesli bars within the first hour of walking, not long after a big bowl of breakfast porridge. My body was catching up with me after two days of strenuous walking.

I followed the wombat tracks when I could, and the walking was quite pleasant, but some sections were quite rough with steep canyon like walls. As I got closer to the Howqua River, an invasion of berry bushes barred my way in places like a barbed wire fence. My relatively new rain gear was not going to be a sacrifice so I took the often strenuous route and climbed around the bushes.
When I eventually reached the river, I was dismayed to see the water level. It was deep enough that I would definitely have to swim, and the water was flowing fast with plenty of rapids. However, I was not prepared to commit to a 5-6 km detour to cross on the bridge at Sheepyard Flat so I decided to take my chances with the cold water.

I stripped down and put everything in my dry bags inside my pack. This was going to be my first ever wild river crossing. In hindsight I would have attempted it differently. As it was, I picked the 30 metre stretch within sight that had no rapids or larger rocks, just swiftly flowing water. The river was about 10 metres wide, and there were only about 3-5 metres of swift flowing water in the centre where I would have to swim. Despite knowing I was a competent swimmer, I was nervous. I pressed my lips together and entered the water, my heavy pack on my bag, with all the straps unclipped.

Within seconds, my feet went from under me and I was doing a rapid breast stroke across the river. My breath was caught by the cold water. I was perhaps halfway across when the current grabbed my bag and twirled me around like a folded paper ship in a bath tub splash. My head was pushed under in a split second and I could not surface for air. The pack on my bag was pushing me under and would not let me up. I knew I was being washed towards a particularly large rock. I decided to ditch my pack. I quickly slid one shoulder strap off and was about to let the pack go completely in a moment of panic when I suddenly touched the rocks on the bottom with my feet. I was on the other side.

Selfie after crossing the Howqua River. Iphone 4, July 2014.


I stood up and with an energetic heave I hauled my pack out of the river as I still had one of the shoulder straps in one hand, in a last, desperate grip. I panted for a few seconds, then laughed and dried myself off with my towel. Having nearly drowned, I felt very alive.

As I cruised back towards my car I contemplated the question of the older snow boarder on the mountain.

“Why do it?”- He asked.

In hindsight, I had a simple answer to his question all along.

It makes me feel alive.

-A.S. Melbourne, July 2014.

Looking back toward Mt Buller from the Howqua River. Iphone 4. July 2014.

Mt Buller Circuit: Part I

My pulse quickened, and I leant closer to the map. A two day winter circuit incorporating the summit of Mt Buller revealed itself to me; starting from Gardiners Hut on the Howqua River, climbing right over the top of Mt Timbertop before approaching Buller along the dramatic West Ridge. My return route would be along Four Mile Spur which is a clear cut ridge that runs in a south westerly direction down to the Howqua River, creating the perfect return route. The final hurdle was going to be a high water crossing of the river before completing the circuit at my starting point, Gardiners Hut.

I knew that allowing only two days for this circuit meant a tight schedule and I would have two long and arduous days of walking. I didn’t mind however, for I intended this walk as a training exercise to help me prepare for my solo attempt of the Australian Alps Walking Track (AAWT) in the early spring. I was hoping that completing this circuit would give me some much needed experience in wet and cold alpine conditions. I was not disappointed!

I spent less than a week on the planning of the hike. As soon as I spotted the route on the map, I felt compelled to undertake a serious attempt, even if it proved unsuccessful. I did not try to find notes on the full circuit but I did research what I judged to be the riskiest section, the ascent along the west ridge under heavy snow. In hindsight, the river crossing was by far more treacherous. Nevertheless, I was instilled with enough concern about the ascent that I hired a pair of crampons and an ice pick from the good folks at Bogong Equipment (all their snowshoes were hired out, due to the excellent early season snowfalls). Other safety gear that I took as a precaution included packing an extra two days of food, a spot as my emergency signalling device, extra fuel, snow pegs, back up compass, two down jackets, snow goggles, waterproof over mitts, a thermal sleeping bag liner, and plenty of hot chocolate mix. I figured if the worst happened and I got stuck above the snowline I would be able to live quite happily in my Hilleberg Soulo tent for 3-4 days. In the end, I was especially glad to have taken the extra food, as my two day hike turned into a three day epic.

I started walking late on the Saturday morning after a late night drive from Melbourne followed by a cramped sleep in my car; my body was lethargic, and the pack felt heavy. The first four kilometres of the track followed the meandering Howqua River, from Gardiners Hut to Sheepyard Flat. While it proved to be a pleasant warm-up exercise I tried to avoid looking at the swiftly flowing river. Would I be able to cross at Gardiner’s Hut at the end of my walk, or would I have to bush bash the four kilometres along the water to the bridge at Sheepyard Flat? This question I pushed to the back of my mind as I strolled comfortably over the bridge, the cold water swirling below.

To climb up to the start of the Mt Timbertop summit track from the Howqua valley, one may either follow the graded dirt road, called Howqua Track or an unmaintained walking track along an unnamed spur that follows the road in a rough fashion. In my mind, there was no question which way I would go. However, the two routes diverge considerably within the first kilometre so a crossover from the walking track to the road is not really feasible. I committed to the walking track and started the climb up towards Mt Timbertop. (The start of the walking track is not sign posted but is clearly visible, on the right hand side of the road if one is coming from Sheepyard Flat. After Doughty Rd, there is a private driveway to the right and the track leads up a well defined ridge just past this private road.)

I was to gain 400m in elevation in roughly 7 kilometres. I was pacing myself as the climb was long and steady. I was followed by the beautifully variant calls of the lyrebirds and stopped many times to stare at the funky fungi growing along the track. One of the most striking specimens was the coral fungi, which seemed to me like a stranded sea creature stuck on the ground, very far from home.

Coral Fungi on Mt Buller. 2014.

The track was well defined at the start, but soon became overgrown. The overnight rain meant I was soon saturated from the overhanging branches. As I climbed steadily up, I could occasionally hear the roar of a dirt bike along the graded dirt road to the west, and while it sounded close-by I knew that through the barrier of the thick undergrowth, it might as well have been light years away.

Reaching the top of a rise just before Muzzas Saddle, there was a split in the track. According to my map and compass I was to follow the track on the left, which happened to have the unmistakable ‘closed’ sign of a few smaller logs placed perpendicularly across it. The other track was clearly marked with pink track markers, but seemed to be headed entirely in the wrong direction. So I took the ‘closed’ track and crossed my fingers.

Before long I was in an overgrown rainforest gully, scrambling over slippery logs with my 25kgs+pack. At least there was plenty of water so I decided to fill up my water bladder with about 4 litres of clean mountain water, which would allow me to set up camp at any stage. It was already getting late, with about an hour of light left and I had barely covered half the distance towards my planned camp site at the start of the West Ridge track. I swung the pack back on after my water refill and picked up the pace. I was determined to get to my planned position before I struck up camp.

The going got slow and I was struggling to keep to the pad. I was forced to put the headlight on as twilight settled around me, accompanied by a steady soaking drizzle. After about an hour and a half of rough going my minute track popped out onto a better maintained one and it wasn’t long before I reached my first true check point, the start of the well marked Mt Timbertop summit track.

It was well past sundown and I still had 11kms to go to my planned campsite. I ate a muesli bar and pushed on. The next hour I followed the switchback track under the dimming glow of my headlight (the spare batteries tucked away in my pack) and gained about 400m in 2 kilometres. Reaching the summit of Mt Timbertop I felt that I had reached powerful place; I wished I had a view instead of driving rain, roaring wind and a gloomy darkness that hid the moon from my eyes.

The next three hours were a slog, my only aim to get to the start of the west ridge track, where I was to set up camp for the night. I was sodden and tired when I reached my destination. I set up camp, cooked and ate dinner in less than an hour. I fell into a deep sleep, dreaming of blue skies and crisp snow.

To be continued…

Mt Buller from the Bluff. Olympus Em-1. 2014.

The Fear of Water

Fear exists to keep us safe. Without it, we would be tempted to jump off tall objects, pull the tail of large cats and take corners in our cars at a faster speed than advisable. Fear stops us from taking actions that may cost our lives. Some of the time.

Fear is good when it stops us becoming hurt, maimed or dead. Fear is bad when it comes to rule our lives. Fear is good when it makes us realise we are about to do something we are going to regret. Fear is bad when it stops us doing something that is within our ability and could lead to growth and development. Fear is good when it makes us realise we are about to walk into a trap. Fear is bad when it makes us treat other people as if they were inferior due to them being different. Fear is good when it makes you double check that your carabiner is locked before you hang off a cliff with it. Fear is bad when it makes you freeze during a crucial moment and you are unable to take action to save someone’s life. Fear is bad when it makes you treat other people badly because they are different to you. Fear is good when it helps you survive.

Fury River. Hasselblad 500CM, April 2023.

I have feared flowing water ever since I had a close call crossing the Howqua River in Victoria on a bushwalk and came close to being washed away. This happened over ten years ago. It seemed absurd at how quickly things turned from calm to chaos. One moment, I was in control, a moment later, the river was in control of me. The lesson at the time seemed to be, stay away from fast flowing water. And I did. For over ten years. But the time has come for me to face my fear of white water.

Gordon Gates. Hasselblad 500CM, June 2020.

To follow in the wake of the great Tasmanian wilderness photographers, I need to learn how to take long river journeys. Both Peter Dombrovskis and Olegas Truchanas knew how to paddle white water. They did it to access places that were not accessible otherwise. They understood the risks and took them anyway. Once, Olegas got washed down a waterfall on the Serpentine River and lost everything, including his pants. He had to walk out through the scrub by stepping through the arms of his raincoat.

Years later, Olegas drowned in the Gordon River, the river he was trying to save. He fell in while attempting to get out of his kayak on the river bank. After a three day search, which involved the building of a miniature dam with bulldozers to lower the river, Peter Dombrovskis was the one who spotted his body, wrapped around a tree. The year was 1972. * The Gordon Dam was completed in 1974.

In 1979, Peter Dombrovskis took the photograph Morning Mist, Rock Island Bend’. This image was used successfully in the campaign to save the Franklin River from being flooded by the proposed ‘Gordon-below-Franklin’ Dam. This dam was never built.

*From ‘The world of Olegas Truchanas’, Max Angus

-A.S. 26.10.24, Lenah Valley. 

The Gordon Gorge. Hasselblad 500CM, June 2020.