A Liberal Decalogue

by Bertrand Russell.

1. “Do not feel absolutely certain of anything.

2. Do not think it worthwhile to proceed by concealing evidence, for the evidence is sure to come to light.

3. Never try to discourage thinking, for you are sure to succeed.

4. Overcome arguments by arguments, not authority, for a victory dependent on authority is unreal and illusory.

5. Have no respect for the authority of others, for there are always contrary authorities to be found.

6. Do not use power to suppress opinions you think pernicious, for if you do, the opinions will suppress you.

7. Do not fear to be eccentric in opinion, for every opinion now accepted was once eccentric.

8. Find more pleasure in intelligent dissent than in passive agreement, for, if you value intelligence as you should, the former implies a deeper agreement than the latter.

9. Be scrupulously truthful, even if the truth is inconvenient, for it is more inconvenient when you try to conceal it.

10. Do not feel envious of the happiness of those who live in a fool’s paradise, for only a fool would think that it is happiness. “

And that's the way the billy boils...

Bushwalkers’ attitudes are rapidly changing around the globe.

Tha classic Tasmanian bushwalker’s ‘look’. Canvas pack and gaiters, broad rimmed hat, sturdy pants for the scrub and a long sleeved collared shirt to protect from the harsh rays of the sun. The only thing that’s missing in this picture are the scrub gloves (gardening gloves) to protect against all the prickles. These days, I no longer wear a watch and have replaced my waxed cotton hat with a daggy legionaries hat that has been described as ‘wearing old man’s undies on my head’. ‘Look’ is irrelevant in the bush, what matters is functionality.

Bushwalkers’ attitude is changing rapidly, and with it, the gear that is being manufactured globally. Outdoor clothing and equipment these days isn’t simply expected to perform, it’s also expected to sell. And if gear is to sell, it needs to appeal to the user. Some outdoor clothing brands sell well because the user feels empowered while wearing their products. One brand in particular makes gear and clothing that is functional but also looks neat. And despite the fact that this brand isn’t known for their product’s durability, and despite the fact that their products are overpriced, people still buy it. (In certain parts of the world, wearing certain brands can be seen as a statement of social status). A fancy raincoat might only keep you half dry, but at least you will look your best while you gradually get soaked.

I’m sad to say that it seems to me that disappearing are the days of the ‘daggy’ bushwalker trudging through the mud just for the fun of it, replaced by the trendy and instagram savvy hiker with their fresh clean look and brand new beautifully beading jacket, wearing waterproof boots while walking on a pounded dry track without a single puddle on it. Gone are the days of sitting by a fire, waiting patiently for one’s billy to boil. People want hot water and they want it now! So they blast out their gas canisters, and sip their tea while it’s still too hot and often burn themselves by using lightweight titanium cups that transmit the heat really efficiently to one’s sensitive lips.

My favourite cup is a red and white enamel cup I bought in Hungary about six years ago. It’s not exactly lightweight, and has a handle that sticks out. But it reminds me of home and I tend to take it with me. Not every time, but whenever I can.

The tradition of bushwalking as a modern recreational activity is seeped in the appreciation of Nature. It is about having a slow cup of tea and taking in your surroundings. It’s about learning bird calls, recognising certain creatures and features of the land and getting to know them. It’s about noticing a three hundred million year fossil, embedded in rock as one steps over it. It’s about returning to a place over and over again, in order to perceive how it changes over long periods of time. It annoys me when people describe a visit to a place as having ‘done it’. Have you learnt everything you can about a place from a single visit? Has the landscape given you everything it may provide for you?

Bushwalking is also driven by challenge and exploration as manifested in one of my least favourite terms of the English language. ‘Bush-bashing’. People use this phrase so casually, and frequently. It portrays the attitude of the bushwalker being an adversary of the environment they visit. I prefer to say ‘scrub wriggling’, to imply one must find a playful path through the vegetation, rather than create a passage of destruction through the use of brute force. Language is a powerful tool, and it shapes us as much as we shape it. Just because a term rolls of the tongue easily doesn’t mean we should use it mindlessly.

Appreciating a west coast sunset.

There is a curiosity that draws people out to the Tasmanian bush. And it’s probably not curiosity about the scrub, the mud or the snakes for most people. But the scrub and the mud and the snakes are all part of it. The walker must give some kind of effort, in order to reach a place that is worth visiting. The greater the effort the walker is willing to put in, the greater the reward that may be gained from visiting the place.

The place that the walker visits alters the walker’s nature. This is why experienced Tasmanian walkers tend to be wiry, stubborn, and overly optimistic. These are the traits that are required to reach certain parts of Tasmania on foot. Each trip that a buhwalker undertakes alters their nature; increases their stamina, resilience and knowledge of the landscape.

We enter the bush, the wild, because we are curious, because we wish to see what is out there. And when we enter nature, we interact with it, we leave a mark, leave some kind of effect. For old time bushwalkers it was fine to strip pandani leaves to kindle a fire. It was fine to cut new tracks, to create new campsites. It was fine to air drop food to remote places, and to leave the buckets out there and simply bury any rubbish one had. The bush seemed infinite, and endless. That is no longer the case.

These days bushwalkers follow Leave No Trace principles. Plan ahead and prepare. Travel and camp on hard and durable surfaces. Dispose of waste properly. Leave what you find. Minimise campfire impacts. Respect wildlife. Be considerate of others.

As the number of people increases on this globe, and the size of our wild areas decreases, the demand placed on these remaining areas continues to grow. The more native habitat we wipe out, the more valuable the remainder becomes. And the more people will wish to spend time in it.

In the last hundred years, bushwalkers’ attitudes have shifted from those of conquerors, to visitors.

And now, we must evolve from visitors to custodians.

It is no longer enough to preserve. We must also begin to restore.

-A.S. Lenah Valley. 11/02/22

8 days worth of yabby juice

The highland yabby is about as elusive as the ghost of a yeti.

There is an unlikely creature that lives in the buttongrass moorlands of sub alpine Tasmania. The highland yabby, or burrowing crayfish, digs holes in the soil which fill up with water, and they live within these holes most of their lives. I’m not sure how far down their holes may reach into the ground, but I imagine there to be more of a horizontal maze rather than a vertical one, as their habitat is often underlaid by extensive rock shelves. Nevertheless, some of these yabby hole systems, often high up on ridgelines, can be extensive. Yabbies tend to come out of their holes upon heavy rains and scavange around for rotting plants among other things…

You’d think that living life as a yabby in a wet hole somewhere high up in the mountains on some gnarly old ridgeline would be somewhat peaceful and serene. Surely those yabbies wouldn’t have much to worry about?

Well, someone told me once that the big yabbies eat the smaller yabbies and so that sometimes, you can get these giant yabby queens and kings, living in their underwater warrens, who reign supreme for a while, until some bigger yabbies comes along.

I don’t know if I want to believe that story completely. It can’t be all about survival. Surely the yabbies have some catch ups that don’t involve eating each other? It really can’t be such a bad life.

Unless of course, the wet hole turns into a dry hole. If it doesn’t rain, the ridgelines are the first to dry out. They are exposed to the wind and the water runs off, to lower places. Without water, the yabbies dry up as well. They need water in their little holes to survive. So if their holes dry up they would only have one option. They would have to undertake a journey down the hill, towards more plentiful ground water, but this is bound to be hazardous and fraught with many dangers.

In the eight years that I have lived in Tasmania, I have only seen these bluish creatures once or twice. I have walked past thousands of their homes, those little holes in the ground about one inch in diameter. And in the eight days that I spent on the range depicted in these photos, I drank only the water that I managed to siphon out of the ground using my yabby tube. I remember the water tasting a bit shrimpy on some of the days, and it gave me some strange hand tremors a couple of times, but I never got sick from it. Luckily for the yabbies, the surrounding groundwater means that their holes fill up with water very shortly after they are drained by cheeky bushwalkers.

Long live the highland yabbies!

-A.S. 5/2/22, Lenah Valley.

Recognition Day

There is a cultural shift taking place in Australia, which began in the 1960s, when First Nations people were first recognised as human beings by the law.

If we wish to live in harmony with the people who have been on this continent for much longer than us western settlers, we must recognise that this land was never ceded by its original inhabitants. This land was taken by force, and we still celebrate the day the First Fleet arrived from England as ‘Australia Day’. If we wish to have a national holiday that all Australians can celebrate, perhaps we should pick a date that doesn’t signify the day which began the demise of the culture of the original inhabitants of this land.

I liked Bob Brown’s suggestion recently to keep the 26th January as a public holiday but to call it Recognition Day instead. This goes to the heart of what First Nations people have been asking for generations. Acknowledgement of what happened, although this will not be enough. It’s not enough to listen. We must also alter our attitude toward the land which now gives home to all of us.

If we wish to have a national day that we can all celebrate, let’s make it a neutral day, one that doesn’t evoke pain for the people who have lived here the longest. And let’s actually listen to what First Nations people have to say, to what they have to teach us. If they say that land is sacred and that we must not cut another coal mine out of the Earth, let’s heed that advice. There are more important things in this world than the economy. There is at least 40 000 years of lessons that remain in the culture of our Indigenous people. We can ignore their requests and their advice only at our own peril.

To commemorate Recognition Day this year, I will share with you some of my notes I jotted down in my journal last year upon reading an essay by Wendell Berry titled ‘A native hill’, written in 1968. His view of the land brings to mind the attitude of native people around the world. In particular, I like his comparison of a path to that of a road.

A.S. -26.1.2022, Lenah Valley

From 'A Native Hill (1968)' by Wendell Berry

“I am forced, against all my hopes and inclinations, to regard the history of my people here as the progress of doom of what I value most in the world: the life and health of the Earth, the peacefulness of human communities and households.”

“The idea was that when faced with abundance, one should consume abundantly, an idea that has survived to become the basis of our present economy.”

“A path is little more than habit that comes with knowledge of a place… It is not destructive. It is the perfect adaptation, through experience and familiarity…

A road on the other hand, embodies a resistance against the landscape… Its wish is to avoid contact with the landscape… its tendency is to translate place into space in order to traverse it with the least effort.”

“The thought of what was here once and is gone forever will not leave me as long as I live. It is as though I walk knee-deep in its absence”.

“I do not doubt that it is only on the condition of humility and reverence before the world that our species will be able to remain in it. “

“Until we understand what the land is, we are at odds with everything we touch.”

“I have thrown away my lantern and I can see the dark.”

“It is not from ourselves that we will learn to be better than we are.”

The wandering muse

“If we want to change the world we have to begin by changing ourselves.” -Dalai Lama

The donkey and the dogs

There is this donkey

That lives in the valley

And every morning

It lets out a call.

It is a loud, fearsome sound,

and it echoes through the valley;

It leaves no doubt that

This donkey is kicking and alive.

The dogs in the valley

Await the donkey’s morning call

and upon hearing it

They join in with elongated howls.

This I call the Brushy Creek Chorus,

and it gives me heart,

For it tells me I am not

The only animal that needs to howl.

A.S. Lenah Valley, 31.5.21

Dog walking a man

I saw the perfect case of a dog

Walking a man this morning.

It was a solid bull dog,

Pulling a chubby, middle aged man

By the leash, and while

The man held the upper hand

It was clear that the dog was

Leading the way.

I thought it was funny, you know,

When owners think they are

Going to walk their pets,

The pets probably think they

Are out to walk their owners.

A.S. Soho 16.4.20.

Glorious Rest

When your fuel tank is empty

and you’ve got nowhere to go

There is one place left always,

Remain where you find yourself to be.

The fallen leaf, drifting on a river

Lets itself be carried, is one with the flow,

It has nowhere else it would rather go

Than to meander on, from source to sea.

When you have worn yourself out

And you have a thousand tasks ahead

Sometimes it is worth admitting

That today is a glorious day of rest.

A.S. Lenah Valley. 27.09.2021

Fruition

A thought arrives

Snippet from a dream

It comes to us on gentle wings

Offers to help us carry that load.

Where will we go

Now that we can fly?

What are boundaries

When we can cross the sky?

Our bodies are the dust of stars

Our spirit is the yearning to be one

Like we were,

Before it all began.

A.S. Lenah Valley, 18.8.2021

The gorilla in the room

Are you sufficiently distracted yet?

When I was studying science at university, I took a class in first year called history and philosophy of science, taught by Dr Neil Thomason. One day our professor showed us a video in our lecture. The video had a handful of people standing in a circle, passing a ball between them in a room. He told us that it is really important that we count how many times the ball gets passed from person to person. So when he hit play, we all watched intently, focused on the ball and counted the number of passes. At the end of the video, we compared our answers. Most people had the correct number, with some variations, as to be expected. But then, Dr Thomason asked us a peculiar question.

“How many of you saw the gorilla walking across the room?” Most of the lecture hall was confounded. Some people laughed. To explain, he simply asked us to watch the video a second time, without counting the number of ball passes. This time, we all saw the person dressed in a gorilla suit, stroll through the centre of the circle. We saw it, because we weren’t so focused on the ball. Previously, we were oblivious to the gorilla’s presence. Dr Thomason taught us that if you make people focus on one thing with great intensity, they become blind to other things that happen around them, things that they would normally notice.

Focus is generally defined as undivided attention on a particular subject. The reverse definition of this could be to say that focus is deliberate blindness to everything except one subject. In order to focus on one thing, we must neglect all other things. So whatever it is we focus on, we can’t focus on anything else. Seems like an obtuse point, I know, and rather obvious. But it has some implications which aren’t often considered.  

The best way to illustrate my point is through example.

Take the news that we receive, digest and consume every day. We listen to the radio, we watch the telly, we read online articles, we watch some videos online, and some of us might even read the newspaper still. Before the covid pandemic began, the news we received was from around the world, and from a reasonably wide variety of topics. Every now and then, there would be a news story that took over the airwaves and it would hog up the  headlines for a few days. Then something else would happen and the headlines would change.  

Since the covid pandemic has begun, our headlines have been dominated by it, not for a few days here and there, but constantly. Perhaps this is fair, as there has been a lot of deaths.

 Australia fared better than a lot of other countries, due to our oversized moat, and our reasonably low population density. We have had 1.61 million recorded cases of Covid and 2621 deaths. This equals a 0.2% mortality rate overall. This means that one in five hundred people who contract Covid die from it. In other countries, the mortality rate has been as high as 7% (Mexico). We need to acknowledge coronavirus as a worthy foe and do our best to protect the vulnerable and minimise the transmission of this virus among ourselves. So yes, the pandemic is newsworthy.

 Nevertheless, think of all the various headlines that covid has usurped from the previous two years. If this virus didn’t exist, all the attention we have given to dealing with this pandemic would have been focused elsewhere. Onto other things. So, what headlines would I have read if the pandemic never happened? Because I have focused on taking in the public health recommendations, and checking the daily case numbers, and all the stories related to covid, what have I failed to make myself aware of? When the media outlets selected covid story after covid story, what is it that they’ve neglected to tell us? What other news would we have heard, if the pandemic never happened?

 These questions are worth pondering, because the stories we are told become our reality. If we are told that we must do X and Y (social distancing and vaccinations) to be safe, and we are told by a source that we trust, then we will believe the message and act accordingly. And while we are listening to our trusted source, we fail to listen to any messages that may come from elsewhere, which may or may not be trustworthy. This other source may be telling us that we need to do A and B (appropriate rest and nutrition) in order to deal with the pandemic. It may not be mutually exclusive to the X and Y (socially distance and get vaccinated) which we hear through more conventional channels, but A and B will go unheeded because for some reason these messages did not end up in the headlines. So X and Y become our stories, our reality, and A and B are neglected and seen as irrelevant to dealing with the pandemic.

This means that the worldview that we have built and which we currently hold valid is incomplete and highly subjective. Nevertheless, our opinions and our views become our convictions and we cling to them desperately. Once established, we protect our views and we ostracise those who oppose them. Despite Australia having reached a 95% vaccination rate (of those who are eligible, not total population), people are being let go of their jobs around the country for refusing to be vaccinated. It started with the health care workers, now hospitality workers and even retail staff face a similar dilemma.

 How long before people need to be vaccinated if they want to enter a supermarket?

We were meant to have herd immunity when we reached 80%. We have reached that now, with more than 80% of our population aged five and over having received two doses of the vaccine. And still, even those few who haven’t been vaccinated may have to choose between their livelihood and injecting a substance into their body whose effects are not fully understood.

There was a recent study that showed that women’s menstrual cycle became longer by a day after receiving their covid vaccinations. While this effect was temporary, it goes to show that the vaccine which is meant to be harmless is likely to have unknown effects.  

We have become transfixed on hand sanitising, social distancing, isolating, contact tracing, mask wearing and above all, vaccinations. These things contain the spread of this virus temporarily, I acknowledge that. Furthermore, these measures have meant that the cases of severe illness are reduced to a manageable quantity, at least so far. But let’s dig a bit deeper here.  

These measures are the things that we have done because we were told to do them by a source that we trust. The World Health Organisation has made these recommendations. That’s why we follow them. We believe it is in our best interest to do so.

And somehow, through all these measures, we have come to count the numbers. Numbers that have come to dominate our lives. We count the infections, the deaths, the recoveries. Our attention is upon the numbers. We are waiting, we are watching and we are counting. Always counting.

  Counting the numbers during this pandemic seems to me just like when we university students counted the number of ball passes in Dr Thomason’s lecture. We thought we were being so clever, getting all the numbers right. And while we were doing that, we missed the obvious. We did not see the gorilla in the room.

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Thank you. - A.S.

Pandemic Pandemonium

The time of the Great Exhaustion is upon us.

Pandemonium was the capital of hell in John Milton’s epic poem, Paradise Lost. For a lot of people, trying to walk along the ridgeline of some of Tasmania’s quartzite mountain ranges would be the definition of Pandemonium.

I’ve recently been out on a five day solo bushwalk to the Central Highlands.

What I would really have liked to write about this week was what I experienced out there. But since I haven’t had my negative film developed and scanned yet I figured I might as well write about the pandemonium I found in Hobart upon my return. For the first time since this pandemic was declared two years ago, community transmission of Covid-19 is finally taking place in Tasmania. It looks like even our little safe haven isn’t completely immune. So it’s a little bit difficult to write or think about much else at the moment, since everyone seems to be so caught up in this. Whatever this is.

Grey goshawk, Taroona. 2019, Pentax MX.

The cat is out of the bag. Well and truly. Daily case numbers are surging. The media is sure to report exactly how many deaths have occurred, the statistics are here to terrify us, to keep us in control, to make sure we are being ‘safe’.

Our plans are becoming unraveled, there is uncertainty in the air and we are being driven further and further from our fellow humans as the necessity for social distancing sinks in. We can disregard the public health advice and increase the chance of transmitting a potentially deadly pathogen to others and through this become social outcasts. Or we can tow the line, become vaccinated, socially distance and follow the path towards hermitude and alienation. Damned if we do, damned if we don’t.

Kunanyi at sunrise. 2019, Pentax MX.

It’s worth considering that by trying to do everything as normal through this pandemic we have increased our day to day tasks that need doing. We are still trying to live our life as we have before the pandemic began, but with the added measures of trying to suppress the spread of this virus. This is making us strung out, anxious and less able to cope with what life has to throw at us.

By having to deal with the pandemic, we have reduced our capacity to deal with other things, yet those things will not wait for us. The climate emergency is still happening. The great extinction of our time is hammering forward relentlessly, driven by our largest industries, with the full endorsement of most governments. Perhaps this virus is the great distractor, here to alter the trajectory of our thoughts, away from the problems that we really need to be dealing with.

The 1930s brought the Great Depression. I foresee the 2020s bringing us the Great Exhaustion. The next few years are lining up to exhaust our mental, physical and emotional faculties as well as the Earth’s limited resources. As we try to keep business running as usual, to keep a system alive that is clearly broken, it’s going to get tougher and tougher for us. Food supplies are going to become scarce, at least in certain parts of the globe. Mass migrations are inevitable, as people seek to exit uninhabitable areas of the Earth, which are increasing in size. Walls are being built, to keep privilege restrained to those who already possess it. But the writing has been on the wall for some time. Just because we keep ignoring that it’s there, it doesn’t make it go away. Things are only going to get harder from here.

Eucalypt forest, 2019. Pentax MX.

But let’s return to this pandemic. We are in the midst of it now, and it appears that we have to deal with this, before we can generate capacity to deal with anything else. At least, this appears to be the case in Australia at this point in time. We don’t really want to deal with Covid, I don’t think any of us do. But we aren’t really given a choice in this. It’s become quite easy in a way. Once shit’s hit the fan, there is only one thing we can do. We need to clean up the mess.

There is no use wishing we were elsewhere, doing other things than what we are finding we have to do. Just like we must ‘gracefully surrender the things of youth’ as we age, we must give up our sense of normality, the status quo, our belief in how we think things should play out. Our best strategy is to take things day by day, and respond to our environment and each other in a way that is authentic and sensible, as demanded by the situation. We need to be present, not afraid. We need to build trust, not suspicion. We need to dig ourselves out of this hole we seem to have fallen into. Together. Somehow.

How? I don’t have a fucking clue. But I don’t think anybody else does either. So at least we are in this together.

Cape Portland, Flinders Island beyond. 2020, Pentax MX.

What I can do, I will do. And that is, I will ensure that I eat well, sleep well and do what I can to stay healthy and therefore reduce community transmission of what is clearly a dangerous pathogen to other human beings. This doesn’t mean that I won’t catch covid one day. I probably will. We probably all will. The virus will continue to evolve, until it’s so contagious it will be impossible not to catch it, but its effect by then will likely be barely worse than the common flu. The flu was a lot more deadly when it first appeared than it is now.

It’s interesting to reflect that the Spanish flu when it first appeared was during the First World War. A time when humanity was obviously going through a dark time. Surely it’s not a coincidence that Covid has arisen now, at this point in history. So we must reflect, why now? What is happening on Earth now that has made humans as susceptible to illness as we were during one of the darkest periods of our history? Why our respiratory system? Why is this the organ that’s being attacked? What is this virus trying to tell us? What can we gain from this interaction, what is there to learn?

So far what this virus has told us is this: stop moving around. The further we travel, the more it spreads. I don’t think anything in human history has been as effective at reducing global greenhouse emissions as this virus. Decades of conferences between ‘world leaders’, and CO2 emissions have not reduced, in fact the concentration of CO2 in our atmosphere has steadily increased. It’s a funny coincidence that the measures required to contain the spread of the virus also happen to be what’s required to curb greenhouse emissions. If we are to address the rising of global temperatures, we must reduce our reliance on motorised transport driven by fossil fuels. And I’m not convinced electric cars are the answer. Electric vehicles still need batteries. Batteries still need raw materials dug out of the earth, which require vast industries based on the extraction of raw materials; they still require churning the earth into consumable products.

Perhaps this virus is really just trying to help us realise what it is we really need to do. Yet we don’t appear ready to do it. Not quite yet. Because we are still trying to maintain the status quo. Business as usual. ‘If we just get through this next bit, life will return to normal. Back to how things were.’ Even though deep down we all know our system is clearly broken and must change if we are to survive. We are due for a major paradigm shift in how we live our lives. This is going to happen whether we want it or not. Just like how the pandemic has happened. It won’t be of our choosing, but we will have to deal with it nevertheless.

Quartzite, 2020. Pentax MX.

Joanna Macy calls our current time the ‘Great Unraveling’, and the time ahead, the ‘Great Turning’. I believe the current pandemic is a sure sign of the beginning of the ‘Great Unraveling’. And the Great Exhaustion is going to be part of this. It’s happening already. First we must reach a new low point, a point which seems unimaginable to us even now. Things will continue to get gradually worse and worse. Resources will get scarcer and scarcer. We will reach the bottom of a bottomless pit. And once we’re there, we will have only one way to go, and that is up.

Our redemption won’t come from a magical invention. Science won’t save us. Technology won’t save us. The only thing that will save us is a change in our attitude on how we relate to our environment and each other. When we are at rock bottom, we will be ready to commence the next chapter in the Earth’s history, ‘The Great Turning’ where we will leave many things behind, which we currently deem as ‘essential’.

I don’t think we are ready to face ‘The Great Turning’ yet. I don’t think we have reached the bottom of the pit. Things are going to get a lot worse before they get better. This gives me heart and it gives me strength, like a great storm brewing on the horizon fills me with energy and excitement. Our world is changing fast. And it’s going to continue changing faster than we can now imagine. I don’t know what world we are going to live in 5, 10 or 50 years from now. But I take solace in the unknown. I accept the unknown and use it as my blank canvas.

For what point is there in a life whose outcome is predetermined?

Our dreams shape our stories, and the stories we tell shape our reality.

Twenty Twenty Two

That’s a lot of twos!

The white tint on the frenchman’s cap. 2020, Pentax MX, 50mm.

On the nuances of time

Why is time always running away from us?

We never seem to have enough of it,

it keeps running away, running out

and the more we rush

the quicker the grains

fall through the hour glass.

Why do we always hustle?

Always busy,

Getting ready for the next thing

Failing to attain the presence

We wish was given to us.

Fleeing away, fleeing far

Time never stops for us

Not even for one bar.

August, 2020. A.S.

Looking South West. Pentax MX, 2020.

Busy bees

All these words

and all these thoughts

All these swords

And all these bows.

Busy little bees

Making honey,

One bear comes along

Eats it all.

Thoughts, words, actions

In escalating order

of significance.

Some people deny,

Spend their lives distracted;

The mounting evidence,

Turbulent need to act

Drowned in the metaphorical bottle.

13.8.2021, A.S.

‘Lake Whisper’. Pentax MX, 50mm.

Smitten snippet

Aligning watches

Ticking as one in time

Your hair, my hands,

folding origami

as mimes.

2012, A.S.

Morning Mist. 2019, Pentax MX, 50mm.

Why does the quiet matter so?

The lone breeze on the hill

The rippling tarn on the plateau,

The banksias, the buttongrass stand still

and the fog dampens every sound.

This quiet, voiceless place matters

It may not move, but it is not dead

It may not cry but it could be sad.

The quiet matters, because some things

are difficult to hear, they are not loud

The beating of a heart, the flutter of little wings

Reflective thoughts, troublesome mice.

Quiet is the sunrise as it brings colour,

Allows any voice to be heard over it.

If we can sit, and hear the dew drop

From the flower onto a shelf of rock

We will know,

Why the quiet matters so.

-A.S. 3/12/21

Cushion plant colony. 2020, Pentax MX, 50mm, Ektar 100.

Goodbye 2021

This year, like other years before it, has been quite unlike any year before it.

Devil’s Gulch, kunanyi. 2021, Pentax MX, Portra 800.

With each revolution we take around the sun on this home planet of ours, certain events take place which are unprecedented, unique and irreversible.

It’s fascinating how something as small as a virus, which seemed to appear out of nowhere, has taken control of our lives so entirely. We are living through a time of a mass extinction, catastrophic climate change, impending societal collapse and the thing that brings our world to a halt is a little ball with sticky tentacles.

I guess it makes sense. Being able to extract oxygen out of the air is our number one priority as a breathing, sentient organism. Covid has hit us where it hurts us most. It affects our ability to breathe and so it has had a severe effect on our way of life. In a way Covid has taught us something really important. It appears that we really value our ability to breathe.

The trouble is, for as long as we continue to view ourselves as separate from the natural world which we are destroying, we will not find a lasting solution to our inability to breathe properly. Our own health is intricately tied up to the state of our planet’s health.

Ring of light. 2021, Pentax MX, 50mm, Kodak Pro 100.

I feel that that coronavirus is the physical manifestation of a sense of hopelessness at being unable to stop the governing forces from destroying so much we value. We have created a power structure that is wiping out life on earth at an accelerating rate. It’s disguised as progress, as a march toward prosperity, for the sake of country, god, wealth, economy. The sacrifices by the side of the road have been tradition, culture, language and diversity. To mourn these losses equates to being labelled in our society as depressed, as ill, as a pathological anomaly. Yet, when we acknowledge our sorrow at the state of the world, and the direction where it’s going, we are only being truthful, human.

Cape Portland, 2021. Pentax MX, 50mm, Portra 160.

The thing is, we can turn the tide. If we can manufacture and consume two billion face masks a day, we can also dream of clean air and drinking water. We can also imagine a world where the values driving our society aren’t towards wealth, but towards health, not just for humanity, but for all living systems that support our existence.

Timmy K swimming the channel. 2021, Pentax MX, 50mm.

Apathy is a slow form of suicide. Turning away, ignoring is as good as being complicit. If things are to change, we need to change them. We can’t continue to ignore the fundamental issues that are causing our illness and expect we will somehow get better simply through being injected with vaccines or by swallowing pills. Becoming healthy can’t be achieved through fighting illness, just like peace can’t be achieved by fighting terrorists. To be healthy, we need to embrace healthy habits. Eat well, sleep well, live well. Foster community and collective cooperation. Acknowledge the interconnectedness of life. We already know what it is we need to do. We just need to do it.

Jingle and Pringle, stray kittens we found by the side of the road. 2021, Pentax MX. Portra 160.

If there is one thing I lament about the year that’s been is that it seems to have driven people further apart from each other. The measures brought in to control the pandemic have been successful at more than containing the spread of the virus. It has also brought alienation, suspicion and fear into the mainstream. We can’t embrace each other without uncertainty, we can’t shake hands without fearing judgement, we can no longer see our loved ones without a worry of making them sick. This kind of mindset is debilitating.

Rainbow Valley. 2021, Pentax MX, 50mm, Portra 160.

The media has created yet again a landscape that depicts the world as a battlefield, where there is clearly good and bad, safe and unsafe. Those who get the vaccine are doing their civic duty and are ‘safe’, whereas those who don’t are a risk to the rest of us and are labelled ‘unsafe’. This is the story we are told, in a forceful way. Soon, those who are not vaccinated won’t be able to travel, shop, live as fully participating members of society. To continue existing in this pandemic, we must make a choice. Either embrace the common concept of what it means to stay healthy, and get the jab, over and over again, or become socially exiled.

“I am the Lorax and I speak for the trees, for the trees have no tongues, and I’m begging you sir, at the top of my lungs, what on Earth have you done to my myrtle beech trees?”

Our obsession with safety is going to be our downfall. We can’t make this world safe, no matter how much we’d like it to be so. People will continue to die, despite our best efforts. We can use the best technology available to us, but if we create a socially divisive cultural landscape, new and deadly forms of illnesses will continue to arise. We can’t contain the spread of a virus any more than we can contain the spread of greed and obsession with power. Perhaps we can, to a point, but then it will break free and spread. And this is exactly what we are seeing.

Burnt pencil pines, Central Plateau. 2021, Pentax MX, 50mm, Ektar 100.

The outbreak we are seeing in Australia is perhaps less severe than it would have been if it happened before the majority of people became vaccinated… but what has been the cost? What has been the cultural and societal costs of the measures that have been brought into effect? We clearly don’t know, cannot know. But time will tell, as it always does.

Fog on the lake. 2021, Pentax MX, 50mm, Portra 800.

It’s easy to look back on 2021 and label it as a new ‘worst year ever’. If you do, I dare say you probably haven’t experienced war, or survived a famine, or had the bubonic plague. Neither have I, and I am grateful for that. All I’m saying is that humanity has endured some pretty dark times in the past, and that dealing with Covid probably hasn’t been the worst of it.

Fishing boat near Bicheno. 2021, Pentax MX, 50mm, Portra 800.

I’d like to take a look back on 2021 not in terms of all the things I didn’t get to do, but in terms of the things that I did get to do. It’s easy to lament the state of the world, to feel wronged, to feel injustice at having our plans foiled. But if we can’t feel gratitude for the world exactly as it is, we will never find happiness, no matter where we seek it.

Symmetry, my photographic theme for the year 2021. Pentax MX, 50mm, Kodak Pro 100. BW edit.

Waratah Special Edition

Here comes the silly season!

Nature’s Christmas decoration: the flowering of the waratahs signals the oncoming festive season. 2021, Pentax MX.

Christmas can mean so many different things to people. To children, it’s the time of treats and sweets, for grown ups it can be anything from the loneliest time of year to the loveliest time of year. Christmas can translate to love or it can translate to consumerism; it depends on the perspective lens we wear.

There is a strangely powerful anticipation in the lead up to Christmas, which begins in earnest when we enter the final month of the year. The Christmas decorations go up at home and around town and in the shops. The gift hoarding begins. Chocolate santas wrapped in aluminium foil line the supermarket shelves, fruit mince pies appear at the bakers, and every bloody retail assistant starts wearing red hats with white pom poms on the end. The Christmas carols start playing, and don’t stop playing, songs depicting little baby Jesus and his nativity scene.

If I was an alien observing humanity from space I would think there is something very strange going on indeed!

I’m not sure why it is that people go a bit bonkers in the lead up to Christmas. I have worked in retail for ten years, and there is a strange process that occurs the closer we get to the holidays. It’s as if everyone realises simultaneously on the 1st of December that there is only one month left of the year and that it’s time to pack in all the things we intended to do from the very start of the year but never quite got around to doing. Plus there is an imminent work deadline, plus the kids are home from school, plus we need to think of a gift to buy for our least favourite work colleague, and dear lord we haven’t ordered the turkey from the butcher, and what on earth will grandma think if we break tradition this year…

Stop. Right there. Take a breath. It will be okay. You don’t have to shop till you drop. You don’t even have to shop. If you wish to let someone know that you love them, there are more ways to do that then buying an expensive gift that you can’t really afford. Instead of running around like headless chooks, how about we all calmed the hell down and lowered our expectations of ourselves and simply made sure we are present and attentive to the people we care about?

I would like to conclude on a sobering note.

I heard that Lifeline gets the most phone calls around Christmas time. Not everyone has a family to turn to, come this time of year. So if you feel overwhelmed at all your social obligations, and feel annoyed that during the Christmas lunch you might be seated next to your least favourite auntie who tends to smell too strongly of lavender, perhaps think for a moment of the people who won’t be having a Christmas lunch at all. People who live alone. People who have no one to call on. People on the streets, people who have been outcast by our culture, people who for one reason or another have been forsaken. For some people, Christmas is a really difficult time of year.

PS: Thank you to every one of you who read my posts or enjoy viewing my pictures. You inspire me each week to come up with new content, to go out and take photos, and makes me feel like perhaps all of this pointless writing and photography really is worthwhile.

May this festive season bring you all love, joy and kindness and a chance to reconnect not just with your friends and family, but a chance to reconnect with our collective home, planet Earth.

Much Love,

-A.S. 18/12/2021